Not Excited At All...

Tomorrow will be the 1st day of my college lifes...I'm not excited or happy ...I actually feels kinda sad cause my besties wont be around me everyday anymore...we wont be eating in the canteen till recess is over eventhough we are the school's prefect...talk loudly about dirty stuff at the coridor..talk shit about some loser...I miss all those stuff we 4 do together...Sylvia is going to Nottingham for her foundation in arts too later on March..Embrys might be going for Form 6 studies, Nissa is still in NS..later on might be going to Taylors..
All 4 of us now are in our separate ways..no more together building up cheer team or all together being school's prefect at the same time..but no matter how life goes on.. they will be the only besties I had or ever will have (: Guys! I Love You *muackx* :)
I miss my dude bestie too..thats Andrew and Julian..they have make my life so much of happiness and laughter :) but sometimes they are quite a douche bag..but I still love them alot...and I know after Julian goes Singapore for La Salle College he will definitely forget about me cause I'm not in his hot chicks list -.- ..Drew on the other hand only will remember me because I'm his forever worker and his my forever boss -.- without getting any paid hahhah lol Drew really wants to be a pilot and I really do hope he will be one (: hey I got pray for him ok I'm such a good friend :)..hmmm
Hopefully everything goes smoothly for me tomorrow :/ even without all of them..lol..
Btw Jac if your reading this, I wish you all the best there, take care of yourself, stay safe and healthy, study hard and remember all of us here :) make sure you keep in touch alright!

Clueless

Was thinking about what to buy for my friend, Jac who is going to Australia to futher his studies there. So was wondering what to get him..I really have no idea what to give him..oh wait! I can get him a GUN! :D he loves guns..then he can like kill someone hahha ..-.- stupid idea, how the hell am I going to find a real gun. Shirts perhaps? maybe not..photo frame? then we print out some of his friends photo :) then he'll bring it there put it next to his bed! wait..thats abit gay..every morning you wake up and see all your retarded friends greeting you hahahh =P ...idea anyone? he will be leaving this Tuesday..so I dont have much time to go find gifts for him..oh man this is hard..:(

I'm Alive

Actually I'm dead thats why is so sunyi here since my last post...but now I'm force to come back alive..so here I am trying to blog again..but I think I will die again :) soon...I wont tell you how was SPM cause i basically screwed up the whole thing :'( *hopefully my sister dont see this or not I'm dying even faster than I thought I will* I'm not allow to screw up but..it happened already *shit*. OK! next..life has been ok for me :) holiday is ok ..you guys might be screwing me already holiday should be awesome right? but only some days is awesome like Go Green Party/Prom :D , Go Green Crew Outing :D , Go Green Mini 2 ;D ...every other days? I'm at home -.-..mop, sweep, clean Snowy's pee and poop..basically cleaning my house everyday of my holiday:( my routine has not changed till Sylvia lend me a novel! yes I know you guys must be thinking Maddie with a book? Is she using the pages to clean her ass? lol I'm actually reading it..I dont know why:P is a Sidney Sheldon book Tell Me Your Dream..is awesome! is creepy! yet interesting ;D is not those teenage love life or teenage drama which is so predictable -.- she make out with her bestfriend's boyfriend then they fight and eat each other head off something boring like that...but this book is different;D now I know why Sylvia is such a NERD! because nerd actually doing something so interesting :D by the way I finished the book in ONE day ;D so proud of myself * Good Job Maddie! pat shoulder* now i need another book :D by the way Sylvia's house is a library means she is also a librian :D she have so many books..so she is finding another creepy killing mystery for me (: