Thursday, February 19, 2009

Tagged By Darling Sylvia

001. Real Name: Madeline Low
002. Nickname(s): Maddie,Mad,Line,Lin,Bulat,meimei.
003. Age: 17 (2009)
004. Zodiac Sign: Aries
005. Male or Female: Female
006. Elementary: Sri Ampang Kindergarten and Sri Angkasa Kindergarten :)
007. Middle School:Jln Semenyih 2 and Tmn Jasmin 1
008. High School: Smk Taman Jasmin 2 Kajang.
009. College School:cant get into one oso.
Hair colour: dark brown&black&white&gold
011. Long or Short: Long..
012. Loud or Quiet: never quiet Loud!
013. Sweats or Jeans: sweats pants...
014. Phone or Camera: dun care dun mind
015. Health Freak: No...never mayb someday.
016. Drink or Smoke: dun drink dun smoke :) I'm health! I hate smokers :)
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Hurairah! his really cute for a malay guy :P
018. Eat or Drink: both..u dun drink u die,u dun eat u die..-.- hahha
019. Piercings: ear oni...i dun even wear a earring
020. Tattoos: tak mau later sure regret but i love fake ones :D
021. Social or Anti- Social : I think I'm over social :p heheh
022. First piercing: Ear.
023. First relationship : why la want to knw?
024. First Best Friend: Sylvia Cham Cham Cham! :P
025. First Award: when I was 7-8 yrs old on a cruise with my family where I dance non-stop till the DJ gave me one :P *no wonder I'm in my dance group Non-Stop now*
026. First Kiss : dun remind been sad edi
027. First Pet: fish! but the one i love is dog Snowy!:)
028. First Big Vacation: Erm....never really had one:(
029. First Love at first sight : Cute Malay guys ! Hurairah! :P
030. First Big Birthday: too many?
049. Eating: nope but will after this :) mom cooked nasi lemak
050. Drinking: will after my nasi lemak :P
051. Excitement level : kinda low...
052. I'm about to: Omg! after i did the number 051 question I sneeze! I have the same thing with Sylvia*read her blog she sneeze at the same question oso!* hahah SEE BESTIES HAVE SAME BRAIN!*so proud* :)
053. Listening to: Love Story by Taylor Swift :) where are u Romeo?
054. Plan for today: watch American Idol later...
055. Waiting for: American Idol to start
056. Energy Level: Full
057. Thinking of someone: Yeah :(..dun even wan to think abt it BUT wait :) :) I"m thinking of Cute Malay Guys ;P
058. Want kids? of course and want them to do cheer and dance :) heheh
059. Want to get married? Yup! :) if i can settle down why not..
060. Careers in mind? Full time dancer/dance teacher,host for media shows, business women, Full time cheerleader, theater performer,full time house wife...etc still can go on email me if u wan all hahahah :)
068. Lips or Eyes?: Both :)
069. Romantic or Funny?: Both :) I'm both too
070. Shorter or Taller? do u have to remind me abt it everytime -.- IN TONGU'S NAME I SWEAR I WANT TALLER!!!!
071. Protective or Caring? caring of course...:) atleast care is not over protective
072. Romantic or Spontaneous? kedua-duanya!
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Nice Stomach of course! :D
074. Sensitive or Loud?: Loud Loud Loud I talk like nobody's business heheh
075. Hook-up or Relationship? Relationship :)
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant? Trouble maker :P is fun to be with them, since I'm one of it :P heheh
080. Lost glasses or contacts: glasses...
081. Ran away from home: think b4 but end up sleep in own bed heheh
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: knife when i was back from skol and i heard loud noise came form up strairs but ntg *Thx Lord*i've once use ShellTox *the mossy killing spray*
083. Killed somebody: nope...hopefull none heheh :P mayb Lester? hahah
084. Broken someone's heart: yeah...but his ok now...sitting beside me in skol:)*best fren ma* Love You Andrew! ;)
085. Been arrested: hopefully not...mayb ISA hhahha cuz i always talk bad abt ppl :P
087. Cried when someone died: Yes! dun even wan to go through it ever again..
089. Yourself: apa myself?
090. Miracles: Maybe..hmm YES i FOUND MY BESTIES WITH SAME BRAIN!
091. Love at first sight: Never.
092. Heaven: I dun think so...:(
.093. Santa Claus: apa la Santa? ask in a complete sentence la -.-
094. Tooth Fairy: Stupid la this kind of story..prank innocent small kids are dumb sometimes...can u imagine..ur disgusting teeth Fairy oso wan,somemore now is ekonomi no one why buy hahaha
095. Kiss in the first date: maybe cheek oni...oni 1st date...2nd date ntg to kiss jor how? hahaha lol
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? Sylvia! actualyy 4 more! Stunt group Ex-Lib!
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? Nope...too much to do and too much wish....
099. Do you believe in God? yeah of course! we must have Nilai Kepercayaan Kepada Tuhan! hahah wat me to huraikan?
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people:
Hurairah*if he got one*
2nd Jie
Big Jie

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Maddie is Back!

No more sad feeling or depressed...*might still have* But
Maddie Is Back!
I'm Strong as always after what I've been through past night..
alot of thing happen that me myself didn't see it coming...
I'll not gonna blog abt it...cause they did something so immature and I'm not like them
dun be a kiasu till your girl have to say it for you,
and dun think you have the right to say that to me you are just nobody to me,
only he let you to control of him
and I knw your trying to offend me but Sorry I'm Not :)
I knw my Romeo will be waiting for me somewhere in the castle heheh :P and I'll be Juliet just like Taylor Swift's Love Story :)
We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air
See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know
That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while
Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said:
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:
Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said:
Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yesOh,
oh, ohOh, oh, oh, oh
Cause we were both young when I first saw you

Saturday, February 14, 2009

I made a mistake....wish i could take it back....

Did the most stupidest thing yesterday....I was confused...and when i went to bed all those 4 years memories hits me all of a sudden and get really emotional....from the day we 1st held each others hand to the time he supported me in cheer and how he comfort me when i cried...till the time I found out his hiding things from me....I was really mad at him why do he wanna do that...when he is showing me that we are back together as usual that time I fall right back to him again...I was really happy that evening till it happen late at night while he was driving me home, he hide those msg from me and he lied to me...and I found out he got a new girl, that evening he hold my hand, hug me and tell ppl I'm his gf...and the next day we are not together and like we dont knw each other b4, I wont fall back if he dont do those stuff and now is too late, I felt extra painful and hurt cause when we are together he is flirting with another girl I dint knew it till yesterday...Then,I made a mistake I msg him and scolded him late at night really hard to accept it that I'm not totally over him and there is still tons of his msg since the day we both together that I dint delete *but I'll will*and he moved on so quickly and yet I'm still way behind, I want to moved on quickly too but I cant, not because I still want him back , is cause that 4 years, I did every single thing with really different now. I bet his happy cause I'm not totally over him...

I woke up early in the morning and went to church at 8.30am...after mass I saw him..when I looked at him I really wanted to cry ...I walked away pretended like I never knew him b4. Then , I went in catechism class and think...I regretted what I scolded after class I msg him and said sorry* so i dun felt bad *...He dint I think he is trying to avoid me or pissed of what I said. He dont read my blog I dont feel anything but I went and 'msg' him and 'scolded' him...this i felt bad cause is like I showed him like his the only one in this world...I take back my that msg if I can...that sorry doesnt mean that I want him back...and I started to hate him recently cause I saw his and his girl Elaine picture were taken just after few days we are together hugging each other...but I dint showed it that I hate him to him when he msg me...wish all the 4 yrs dint happen b4...

Balentain Chukha Hae Yo! My Besties!

'We be prefect and changed together as one:)'

'We are the group of 4 retards ;)'

'We be cheerleaders and go through it as one :)'

'We do things together as one :)'

'We smile when all 4 of us smile too :D'

'We acceived our dream all together as One :)
I Love Yoo Guys! No Matter What Happen Next I'll Be There For You All!

Today is the day to show your love ones how much you love and appreciate them. So this time I'm celebrating it kinda lonely cause my parents will be out and my sis is celebrating it with her bf...and! I'm Single like my besties Sylvia and Denissa so we are left out from this lovey dovey day, except Embie with her Derek ;( But is OK! I still got my besties to celebrate it But Sylvia is busy with her ballet classes till late at nite and Nissa is grounded * is ok Nissa u'll be free later on* so i'm alone
I woke up at about 10 in the morning and make KimChi

while jie preparing

I cam whore :P

add all the ingredients

'molest it'

then keep it so no one will knw u have molested them:)

after that I meet someone NEW! I started to chat with him :) He was staring at me and vice versa *blush* we chat vry long and even till now we are still chatting with each other :P
He listened to what I say even if is cheer stuff and he even get me info abt cheer stuff and never fight back or turn away *psss* I even touched/grap his hand and move around *he let me*. How great rite? On Vday I meet someone 'Nan dangsin Jo Ah Hae' = I Like heheh...
Ok I knw u guys is guessing who is him and get really curious *especially you Sylvia* his name is


my computer! seriously Dell is worth to waste your time on..he even risk his own life for protecting me from viruses. See how wonderful this thing that will bring you joy and hope to you...
Thank You My Love to always be there *getting emotional*

Yesterday,was Friday the 13th and Nissa said that this day will bring bad luck or bad things will eventually happen.
Sylvia and me *yes you too Embie cuz she had a great time-.-* So both of us did not believe it. I never believe it till the plans we did dint go out like what we want cause Nissa have to go church and Sylvia's driver had a half day off so no one can fetch her.
We was planning to go for karaoke all 4 of us but only Embie and me are allowed to go.
So Sylvia had her bad things already and Nissa always believe it.
And I felt is was a great day for me since I'm allowed to go out and was told to be back by 12.
So when I was getting ready to go for karaoke at around 6.30pm...I was nagging about I'll be boring later cuz Embie will be busying Pak Tor and I'm alone singing with Justin only....
then my sis ask me to ask Shaun and Lester to go, I say I did ask but they dun wan to...
my sis say Lester got a girlfriend already, so he wont dare to go out with us anymore *scare his beloved girl jealous* my sis knws cuz same college..
and that hits me hard in the heart...I'm strong and I'm totally over him
but when I heard that I was totally stunned...and do not knw what to say,
'I'm speechless'
At that time we are msging each other so I asked * iknwisnotmyprob* then he say 'Nt yet *haven get her yet* and he say I oso got etc...
I feel like crying our loud and shout like a total crazy person but I hold it up cause why will I waste my tears for him and embarrass myself.
It was really hurtful to heard that but I'm trying to accept it and I will make sure it happen.
Went in the karaoke room with that thing I received, making me sad...
I told Sylvia about it and she say this to me

Me: Lester got a new girl and I feel like crying even when I'm totally over him why?..etc

Sylvia: is because of shock..Yeah you'll fel hurt now but you'll soon get over it..Dont think about it..Take this as a final and move start looking for other hot asses..:) madeline,just go and ahev fun..Let go of everything..You'llfeel better and sense of relief after it..Honestly..Its good for you! Remember i love you maddie! =)

That's what friend are for rite? agree? Because of her inspiring words I felt so much better
I Love You Sylvia!
Thank you for being there for me and always listened to all those silly jokes I said and laughed
when is not even funny :)
I depend on you and I need you and your words and cookies to brighten up my day :)
Like what you said Friday the 13 shows it true colours at the end of the day *now i believe*...but
With your words..

'Maddie is Back'

I sang my heart out even when my pinching was horrible but who cares hahah...
Lonely Justin and me owned the microphone the whole nite
while Embie and Derek *ehem ehem there* you dun wanna knw...
so we close the light hahaha *so we wont see what we dun want to see*

OMG!!!!! Vday shows it true colours!
Jac just msg me *i tot was hotlink-.-*
He ask me cheer question -.- how to make a pom pom?
is ok I knw Sylvia will say this if she is her now
'Atleast is a Start :)*

OK back to karaoke thing...
I found out that Justin is not that sad than what i used to think he is
He sang *quite good*
and when I ask him to duet or sing he is not shy to do so :)
here are some of the photo that I took yesterday :D

Justin n me while Embie *ehem*

since Sylvia dint come so I list them out to teman me :)

so do Nissa :) great idea rite? replace a person by writing their name out so wont so sad :D

While Embie sing we ignores them both heheh we enjoy :P

singing my heart out! Lester go Take A Bow!

Ps: Lester! you done have to show off your gf to me...dont think I have no one else to go to anymore! pls I have my Besties that i can rely on but you have none..all ur friend are afraid of you and your unacceptable character of you that I felt sad about. you dont appreciate me but that doesnt show that no one will...Sylvia Loves Me ,Nissa Loves Me, Embie Loves Me and I knw there is someone out there that will appreciate me eventually...and Lord will let things goes it way.I wish you be happier with Elaine chin or Christine *i dun not knw which one is the real one*
and please go listen to the song Take A Bow by Rihanna :)

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Chess Competition..

Went for Chess Competition today at SMK Pandan Mewah....reach there around 9am...wait till 10am then 1st game start...
1st round lost,
2nd round won ,
3rd round won,
4th round won,
5th round won,
6th round lost
my ranking was number 13....haih cant get into top 10 :( but atleast i got number 13 over 83 still consider ok la *not proud* reach home around finishes at around 6pm, usually chess game takes a long skol girl's team is at ranking number 7 over 22 skols so is an achievement for us all :) guys team was ranking number 13 if i not mistaken la..