Balentain Chukha Hae Yo! My Besties!

'We be prefect and changed together as one:)'

'We are the group of 4 retards ;)'

'We be cheerleaders and go through it as one :)'

'We do things together as one :)'

'We smile when all 4 of us smile too :D'

'We acceived our dream all together as One :)

I Love Yoo Guys! No Matter What Happen Next I'll Be There For You All!


Today is the day to show your love ones how much you love and appreciate them. So this time I'm celebrating it kinda lonely cause my parents will be out and my sis is celebrating it with her bf...and! I'm Single like my besties Sylvia and Denissa so we are left out from this lovey dovey day, except Embie with her Derek ;( But is OK! I still got my besties to celebrate it But Sylvia is busy with her ballet classes till late at nite and Nissa is grounded * is ok Nissa u'll be free later on* so i'm alone

I woke up at about 10 in the morning and make KimChi

while jie preparing

I cam whore :P

add all the ingredients

'molest it'

then keep it so no one will knw u have molested them:)


after that I meet someone NEW! I started to chat with him :) He was staring at me and vice versa *blush* we chat vry long and even till now we are still chatting with each other :P

He listened to what I say even if is cheer stuff and he even get me info abt cheer stuff and never fight back or turn away *psss* I even touched/grap his hand and move around *he let me*. How great rite? On Vday I meet someone 'Nan dangsin Jo Ah Hae' = I Like heheh...

Ok I knw u guys is guessing who is him and get really curious *especially you Sylvia* his name is

'Dell'

my computer! seriously Dell is worth to waste your time on..he even risk his own life for protecting me from viruses. See how wonderful this thing that will bring you joy and hope to you...

Thank You My Love to always be there *getting emotional*

Yesterday,was Friday the 13th and Nissa said that this day will bring bad luck or bad things will eventually happen.

Sylvia and me *yes you too Embie cuz she had a great time-.-* So both of us did not believe it. I never believe it till the plans we did dint go out like what we want cause Nissa have to go church and Sylvia's driver had a half day off so no one can fetch her.

We was planning to go for karaoke all 4 of us but only Embie and me are allowed to go.

So Sylvia had her bad things already and Nissa always believe it.

And I felt is was a great day for me since I'm allowed to go out and was told to be back by 12.

So when I was getting ready to go for karaoke at around 6.30pm...I was nagging about I'll be boring later cuz Embie will be busying Pak Tor and I'm alone singing with Justin only....

then my sis ask me to ask Shaun and Lester to go, I say I did ask but they dun wan to...

then,

my sis say Lester got a girlfriend already, so he wont dare to go out with us anymore *scare his beloved girl jealous* my sis knws cuz same college..

and that hits me hard in the heart...I'm strong and I'm totally over him

but when I heard that I was totally stunned...and do not knw what to say,

'I'm speechless'

At that time we are msging each other so I asked * iknwisnotmyprob* then he say 'Nt yet *haven get her yet* and he say I oso got etc...

I feel like crying our loud and shout like a total crazy person but I hold it up cause why will I waste my tears for him and embarrass myself.

It was really hurtful to heard that but I'm trying to accept it and I will make sure it happen.

Went in the karaoke room with that thing I received, making me sad...

I told Sylvia about it and she say this to me

Me: Lester got a new girl and I feel like crying even when I'm totally over him why?..etc

Sylvia: is because of shock..Yeah you'll fel hurt now but you'll soon get over it..Dont think about it..Take this as a final and move start looking for other hot asses..:) madeline,just go and ahev fun..Let go of everything..You'llfeel better and sense of relief after it..Honestly..Its good for you! Remember i love you maddie! =)

That's what friend are for rite? agree? Because of her inspiring words I felt so much better

I Love You Sylvia!

Thank you for being there for me and always listened to all those silly jokes I said and laughed

when is not even funny :)

I depend on you and I need you and your words and cookies to brighten up my day :)

Like what you said Friday the 13 shows it true colours at the end of the day *now i believe*...but

With your words..

'Maddie is Back'

I sang my heart out even when my pinching was horrible but who cares hahah...

Lonely Justin and me owned the microphone the whole nite

while Embie and Derek *ehem ehem there* you dun wanna knw...

so we close the light hahaha *so we wont see what we dun want to see*

OMG!!!!! Vday shows it true colours!

Jac just msg me *i tot was hotlink-.-*

omg!

He ask me cheer question -.- how to make a pom pom?

is ok I knw Sylvia will say this if she is her now

'Atleast is a Start :)*

hahahah

OK back to karaoke thing...

I found out that Justin is not that sad than what i used to think he is

He sang *quite good*

and when I ask him to duet or sing he is not shy to do so :)

here are some of the photo that I took yesterday :D

Justin n me while Embie *ehem*

since Sylvia dint come so I list them out to teman me :)

so do Nissa :) great idea rite? replace a person by writing their name out so wont so sad :D

While Embie sing we ignores them both heheh we enjoy :P

singing my heart out! Lester go Take A Bow!

Ps: Lester! you done have to show off your gf to me...dont think I have no one else to go to anymore! pls I have my Besties that i can rely on but you have none..all ur friend are afraid of you and your unacceptable character of yours...is you that I felt sad about. you dont appreciate me but that doesnt show that no one will...Sylvia Loves Me ,Nissa Loves Me, Embie Loves Me and I knw there is someone out there that will appreciate me eventually...and Lord will let things goes it way.I wish you be happier with Elaine chin or Christine *i dun not knw which one is the real one*

and please go listen to the song Take A Bow by Rihanna :)